Life of Depression

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     We all deal with depression sometimes it good and sometimes it bad. we never know truly do we? only time we know it gets worst is when we think of ending it. because no matter what happens to us. we always know that someone is always trying to stop us.

    DO we wanna be stopped? is that what people think? we wanna stop ourselves from ending our lives or just straight up cutting?

    The answer is yes and no. we do wanna stop living because times our lives just utter shit and hell that we can't think straight anymore. Times yes we do wanna be stopped by someone who cares for us and loves us because maybe there is hope for us. We do wanna stop cutting because it leaves horrible scars and those scars times never heal or go away. always there.

    The bad people are us. ones who lives with depression and always feels like we are the main cause of death. what I googled up. How many people die a year from Depression? well I got this for an answer. "Depression affects 121 million people worldwide. It can affect a person's ability to work, form relationships, and destroy their quality of life. At its most severe depression can lead to suicide and is responsible for 850,000 deaths every year" that seriously huge amount of it if you ask me? mean we all suffer from it.

    Even as children we do because we see our parents fight, we get abused, mental scared. it many reasons we get depressions. even PTSD or lost of a truly close pet or friend or anything. I will admit that I have nearly tried to kill myself more then once. It not easy but I have tried because I felt like I wouldn't find the true love or just peace inside my oneself but I actually have found peace inside of me.

    It insane but it true. If you need help please reach out to me. I will be willing to listen and hear you out. I ain't afraid to share my story. I may actually share my story about what causes my most bad depression days or just anything. I hope you guys know. that you are not alone. Please never forget that. Your not alone and there is someone out there who wants to help you. Just gotta find that one person.


Lone Wolf Angel Sign off.

5/22/2022

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