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Words can never describe love

     It is never a good thing when you start to feel like your worthless and not worth your partner time or energy anymore because you feel like he or she or they are cheating on you or just feel like you are not worth there breath because you been hide so much from them. It never easy and it won't get easy until we start to talk about what is truly bug us to others or our lovers because no matter what happens. End of the night or day.       Those people are ones who truly love us and have stayed with us through god knows whatever your partner has been through with you. NO matter what though. Just remember don't be afraid to open up and just ask for help from them. Even just look at them and say       "hon...We talk? I need to talk to you about what's going on with me"       I f you can't even talk about it then just write it down and send it to them in text or hand written letter about it. Relationships are neve...

Things haunt us in shadows

 Alright, I know been ages, but I am writing this because of recent things going on in my life, and I feel like we all need to hear something or help ourselves get through these as well. But with how the world has been and how dark things have become. I want to say that if you feel like you are not worth shit or worth anything and feel alone or hate everything, then don't worry because I genuinely get it. I have been battling with months and years of depression, and I can't take it anymore. I wake up and want to end it because I am tired of feeling like I can't equal up to something others want of me. Being a fucking mother figure, being a good wife, being all this shit that I know I am not that person! I have lied, broken people's hearts and souls, and do so much fucking damage shit to people that I don't care anymore because where has it gotten me!? Nothing but pain and misery! that life of just wanting to have a stable day or an everyday life with no stress and n...