Lone Wolf Angel Blog

      I am unsure where this blog will go or how things are gonna sound and I do apologize for this. But I was watching The Sandman on Netflix. Amazing show which i do suggest watching if you guys ever get the chance to watch it. But yeah this not about the tv show. I promise you it not about that.     Alright so what I want to write about this blog is how like do you always feel alone and how you have no mental escape at all? You feel trap inside your own skin and how any time you wake up and you do the same course of action over and over again? It just endless cycle and you feel like your not getting any where and at a job that just ain't make you happy and the dream job you want is so far away?     How I truly feel because I feel like I am always living a dream or just walking alone in a world full of couples and full of just people who don't understand me that well unless I try to explain. But even then though there so many rumors spread about your...

     Have you ever felt like you are not yourself anymore and you feel like you just feel alone and trapped inside your won skin but you know that someone out there wants to save you? but you don't know how to save yourself or how to have them help you?     I have been feeling this way for a while now. Ever since I started a job where I was miserable, coming home in cuts, crying, barley eating or sleeping, and getting brutally sick. I couldn't take it and left finally today but the damage. I think it gonna linger because it's just one of those things you can't break from. I wasn't there for a long period of time. But it left a nasty scar on my heart, mental state.     I nearly got mauled in the face by a dog, nearly bitten in the arm for just trying grab a dog to yank it back to it kennel, i was always afraid for my life. I hated it because I have no idea who I became. I ended up shut down pretty badly because it was easier to get through the work days...